AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH MY PREMIUM-MEMBERSHIP IS ENDING D: This means that it was EXACTLY a YEAR since I got it tomorrow
It has been awesome! have forgotten what it is like without premium..! Remember that I got it so that I would seriously dedicate this year to improve my art.. And I feel that I've really succeded ^^ I've gotten so much better compared to last year. I've found my style and improved in to many ways, both in art and as a person
I bought plates and such today for a giftcard my mom got me for my birthday ^^ bought knives aswell
or maybe it should be "D:" cause I hate knives! I have that... what do you call it.. thing when you are really scared of sharp objects. I panic ^^ It is not fun to joke or play with knives!!!! >.<'
Yesterday I finally got that I am really going away D: I started crying when it hit me >.< I was on my way home and stood there and cried a bit in the stairway up to our apartment. It hit me that I am going to be all alone up there soon. Like... When I go "home" my family won't be there. It will only be me D: I will make a lot of new friends.. but it will be very lonely in the beggining without my family D: this will be a huge grow-up-moment for me D:
//MissJuli